Mike’s Crazy Plan-shaped Object

It appears as though I’ve dropped out of school and plan to move to Tucson to live with my new awesome girlfriend Elaina until her semester ends in mid-May, when we’ll move to Montreal and live with some ideaGasms friends.

Yeah, so… it’s kindof abrupt by normal standards, and there are many of you whom I haven’t told about this til now. The main reason I haven’t told you is because I’m scared of goodbyes. It’s much easier for everyone to just roll on with life and forget about each other. I was actually planning to do that with many of you, and for that I apologize. Hell, this little spiel on the blog that I can just link you to without actually calling you up or going to your room is a bit lazy and cheap too, but it’s a start. My main fear about this particular goodbye is hurting people’s feelings. I’ve been your friend or known you a bit or SOMEthing for a while now and you’ve expected me to be around here for a few more years like you will, and here I am up and leaving out of nowhere with this meager excuse for ‘goodbye’. If you and I were close enough that you’ve gotten this far down in this paragraph, know with certainty that I appreciate you truly. My life would have been less joyful and fulfilling without you. I’m on facebook, or you can leave a comment here, call me at 661 433 8477, whatever—the point is, you are truly loved, and we can always be in touch. I just have to leave now.

Today and tomorrow I’m at UCSC packing and preparing to bring all my stuff back to my parents’ house near LA, which will happen Tuesday.

I love you!

Details on the P-sO: Elaina has been a member of ideaGasms for a while now, and we met online in mid-February. Valentine’s day, actually. Anyway, we met in person around March 8th or so at an ideaGasms meet-up preceding a seminar by Dr. David Hawkins most of us attended. She had a boyfriend at that time, but things just clicked for me and her and having both had extensive training in removing the blocks to Lovingness, we’ve grown very close very fast. We’re both deeply integrated in the extensive, incredibly loving support group that is ideaGasms, and we’ve been called to Montreal to live with equally dedicated truth-seekers/love-spreaders. So that’s what’s going on.

Btw, whoever wrote “u will be loved” on my white board, contact me immediately to receive hugs.

The iG Song Revamped

Featuring Mike (me), Greg, Mike’s brother Stevie on bass, and Greg’s dad on drums (invisible):

When I was just a boy
I heard a legend of a man
A man who nearly turned the world around…

This man had balls big as the moon
He always made the women swoon
He never ever came too soon
And had a heart
That opened night to noon.

His girl one day brought home a friend
She said, “This man, I receommend.”
And Steph said “This menage will never end”

And the Lord said “Steph, you’ve got it good.”
If I was a man you know I would
Spread this round as far as I well could

If you build it they will come
Moms and priests will scream and run
Grapeseed oil’s never had this much fun

And the Lord said “Hey, what do you know”
Ghita, Greta, Amy Jo
All that’s left is your ego
Time to get rid of that thing too

Cause iG’s got the one solution
Let go of all your mind pollution
Follow your heart and buy the GTP

And from this day on forward,
Be free!

Mike Sounds Like a ‘tard for Make Benefit Glorious All Existence

Mike has been speaking and writing using dissociative language for only about twenty minutes now, and he has already noticed some effects. By referring to himself in the third person, he identifies with consciousness itself and sees the body/mind/identity as a sort of ‘pet’ instead of as something he is or owns. The distinction between illusory identity and real identity is becoming increasingly obvious, and for brief moments Mike sees with clarity that there is no “him” behind his eyeballs running the show. There is no “person,” no “I” or “me” and nothing is “mine.” There is consciousness, and there is form within it. Mike’s third eye chakra is going crazy, and he thinks this is really cool.

He says peace out.

Update: A few minutes later, Mike is even THINKING in dissociative language now. He just spoke on the phone with his friend referring to himself as “I” and it felt strange and unfamiliar.

This is the Truth

I can literally feel pure love radiate out from my heart and my hands. When I walk around I feel compelled to lift my hands to people and the world as they go by, sending them love. I feel it fly out to them and sink into them and heal them and oh it’s so beautiful. If you’re reading this, I’m not shitting you. THE SOURCE OF ALL LOVE AND JOY IS WITHIN. Even the air is sweet. I breathe it in and want to cry.

Happiness, love, peace, infinite bliss is everyone’s for the taking. It’s free, it’s good for all, it’s your true nature. I love you.

Good News

The laws of life are changing. “If it sounds too good to be true, it’s probably true,” is the new rule.

Heart blooms.

Today was Ridiculo-Awesome

I got up early this morning to talk to my ex-Teaching Assistant from a philosophy class about the secret to happiness. We disagreed on a few things, but that really didn’t matter as we both benefited from the conversation. That ended at about 10:30, so I came back to my room and meditated and surrendered until 1:40, my favorite time of day, when I blessed the ba-jeezus out of Sanders.

Daily Blessing

The iGers and I have arranged to spend a few minutes each day simultaneously doing TAT (don’t worry about all the steps, just the pose) and blessing ourselves and others. This is very powerful, and the more people who do it, the more powerful it becomes. So if you’d like to be a part of this, set your cell phone alarm for:

West Coast 1:40pm
Mountain 2:40pm
Central 3:40pm
East Coast 4:40pm
London 8:40pm (20:40)
Amsterdam 9:40pm (21:40)

For other time zones, check this out: http://www.timezoneconverter.com/cgi-bin/tzc.tzc

We just started up a little “blessing schedule,” where each day we all spend about two minutes on one person. Here’s how it looks so far:

13 March : Sanders

14 March : Bálint

15 March: Ann

16 March: King

17 March: Paul

I’ll be updating the main page of my blog with the person for each day at least a day in advance.

You don’t need to know anything about these people; to intend to bless the intended person is enough. So when that alarm goes off, take a few minutes wherever you are to bless that person. And for you selfish people out there, I usually feel the most love when blessing someone else, so don’t skip this part. Then, ask your Higher Self/God/The Universe to provide whatever you desire, be it love, money, healing, an open throat chakra, etc. Bless the world, yourself, others, and ask that your intention joins with ours and empowers all blessings.

Finally, surrender your prayers and desires away: “Thy will be done.”

Thank you all very much—There are beautiful days ahead.

Non-Linear Pimp? What?

Spiritual reality is nonlinear. Love is nonlinear. All this means is that it doesn’t fit into the Newtonian model of physics and logic and stuff that is the basis for science. There’s no logic to love, nothing causes anything else, etc. I can send blessings to a starving kid in Africa and it will make a difference. You can too. That’s the awesomeness of lovingness. That’s the awesomeness of nonlinear reality.

Lately “I” have become aware that there is no “I” back here running the show. There is a continuous stream of thoughts that calls itself “I,” and it parades through awareness. To ignore thought leaves consciousness clear, embracing all that exists without effort. Peace is spreading through my body–excuse me, THE body. The peace I feel is not separate from my identity, and sometimes I feel it reach out far beyond the body and hold things in its lovingness. I’m not enlightened (though sometimes I do write like Ariel, who is), but I see where I’m going and it’s Home.

Notepad of Awesome: Update on a Weekend

It appears that I can calibrate now

It seems I’ve had some accuracy with self-calibrating lately. The higher your LoC, the easier it is, and I seem to have reached a point where it’s become VERY reliable and accurate. Feel free to request calibrations for stuff.

P.S. Happy 14th birthday to my brother.