Enlightenment or Death

They say that to realize the Self it is necessary to surrender to God at great depth. And Dr. Hawkins says that the time of death is karmically pre-determined. So I figured, if I’m gonna die in the next few days, I will anyway. Might as well devote myself to God and facilitate my complete surrender by bringing myself near death on purpose.

Glimpses of Peace and What’s Really Goin’ On

Things have been going well. A few weeks ago I spent a couple days at around 541, which was awesome. 540 is the level of Unconditional Love, where pure lovingness has become that which you are. All girls were in love with ‘me’ (not really, they were in love with love itself) in exact proportion to the amount of attention I paid to them. Synchronicity and harmony were everywhere. It was a beautiful world. I then fell to 531 because I had something to learn. I’ve been learning, and now I’m up at 539 and I’ve been meditating and surrendering and being a spiritual badass all day. I think things are going to accelerate pretty soon.

Important, Fancy Update

AHAHAHA! OH MY GOD!

A New Favorite Song

I’m totally crushing on Susan Tedeschi.

The Best Day Of My Life

Today has been the best day of my life. Not in content, but in general. Miracles became normal, harmony showed itself everywhere.

Little Updates

I may never have been so tired in my entire life as I am right now. I’ve had a bit of a cold and haven’t been able to sleep for two nights, plus it killed my appetite so I’ve only had like 1.5 meals over the last two days. On the plus side, my level of consciousness has been jumping almost daily. No sleep = lots of meditation and heartgasms!

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–Mike

Quote of the Day

“She’s a girl you must love from a distance. And what I mean by that is, throw ejaculate at her.”

I am a Chess Samurai

Tonight was an interesting night in chess. I played my friend Will several games, and though I still lose every time (unless I get to take stuff back, then I lose ALMOST every time… the man’s got skills), I’m improving and the games are getting more exciting. At one point I had a chance to beat him and blew it, and he subsequently slaughtered me and said half-jokingly, “I’m disappointed in you! Go meditate on your third eye for half an hour and then come back and play!”

So I did.

Third Eye Med is Cool

Last night I did some good ol’ chakra meditating. I used the Third-Eye meditation from ideaGasms’s chakra program which has quickly become one of my favorites.